school, stress and the pressure to succeed
Hi everyone, I hope you all had a great holiday! I for one, am still recovering from my last semester. It was so hectic, especially the final week which was full of assignments, presentations and even essays! who would have thought that fashion school could be so demanding. I'm kind of disappointed in myself lately. I know I could have done better, and I know it wont really matter in the long run and anyways I still have 3 semesters left to go....but I still feel like I let myself down but not achieving things up to my standards. I mean, I'm getting over it now that the winter break is setting in. There is no point worrying or stressing over something that has already passed you know? So now my only hope is to do really well on my final exams. Honestly, i doubt myself all the time.
There is a lot of pressure on me, considering my age and my other failed attempts to find a career. On one hand things are going well, exactly as I had planned, better even. But on the other hand, I see that I'm still far away from where I want to be. I feel such a sense of dread and urgency. I guess that's life if you are a student or trying to make a career out of social media. Right now all I can do is try my best to stay positive and believe in myself as much as I can, even on my bad days when its tough. Hopefully writing in this blog will help me get a lot of things off my chest so that I can think clearly and be more productive.
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